Prayer To Tear Down The Barriers Between Me And God’s Presence
A Prayer To Tear Down The Barriers
Oh, HaShem, my Heavenly Father, the Holy One of Israel, I come before You, my soul laid bare and my spirit yearning. I stand in awe of Your name, Yud-Heh-Vav-Heh, a name so sacred and powerful that it holds all of creation in being. You are the King, the Eternal, the Unchanging I AM, and my entire being cries out to glorify You.
But Father, I feel the walls. I feel the chasm that my own sin has carved. The prophet Isaiah spoke Your truth, that my iniquities have made a separation between me and my God, and my sins have hidden Your face from me so that you do not hear. This weight is crushing, this distance is a desolate wilderness, and I cannot bear it. I cannot bridge this gap with my own strength. My efforts are but filthy rags before Your blinding purity. So I come, not in my own name, but in the name of the One You sent.
I run now, my Abba, to the only shelter, the only covering that can withstand the fury of my failure. I plead the shield of Yeshua’s blood over my life, over my mind, over my heart, and over my spirit. It is the blood of the final, perfect Lamb, the blood of the New Covenant that was poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins. It is this blood that speaks a better word than the blood of Abel; it does not cry out for vengeance but for mercy. I hide myself within this sacred protection. Let this blood stand as an eternal testament between my soul and the accuser, silencing every voice that condemns me. Let it be the mark upon the doorposts of my heart, that the destroyer may pass over me. Under this banner, I am safe. Beneath this covering, I can dare to approach.
And now, Holy One, I ask for Your fire! You are a consuming fire! Send Your holy, refining fire now, my God. Burn away the chaff of my pride, my self-reliance, my hidden idols, and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of You. Let it consume the cords of deceit and the chains of fear that bind me. Let it melt the icy fortresses of doubt I have built around my heart. Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. Let this fire not destroy me but purify me, until all that remains is that which reflects Your glory. Let it burn away every barrier until nothing stands between Your face and my gaze.
Tear down the wall, Adonai! Shatter the veil that keeps me from the Holy of Holies! You tore the temple veil from top to bottom when Your Son yielded up His spirit, granting me access to the Most Holy Place by His blood. Now, rend the veil within me! Break every stronghold, every lie, every distraction that dulls my ears to Your voice and clouds my eyes from Your presence. Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from Your presence, and take not Your Ruach HaKodesh from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation.
I do not ask for this for my comfort alone, but for Your glory and for the expansion of Your Kingdom. Let my life, cleansed and restored, become a clear vessel through which Your light shines. May my testimony be a beacon that draws the lost and the broken to the foot of the cross. May my freedom declare the majesty of my King. As Yeshua taught us to pray, I pray: Your kingdom come, Your will be done, on earth—in my heart, in my home, in my world—as it is in heaven. Let Your Kingdom expand through me, a living stone in the temple You are building, a branch connected to the true Vine, bearing much fruit for Your name’s sake.
Glorify Yourself in me, Father. Whether in my weakness or in my strength, let my life be a song that echoes the prayer of Your Son: “I glorified you on earth, having accomplished the work that you gave me to do.” Let every breath I take, every word I speak, and every step I walk be a symphony that glorifies You. Let the world look at my redeemed life and see not me, but Your power, Your love, and Your faithfulness. For Yours is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.
I ask all of this, I seek all of this, I knock for all of this, with the authority of the Name above all names—the name of Yeshua ha’Mashiach, my Messiah, my Redeemer, and my Lord.
Amen.
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